I wish you would have smiled in the bakery
or sat on a tatty seatee
at a mutual friends gathering
and the more you keep on looking
the more it’s hard to take
love we’re in stalemate
to never meet is surely where we’re bound
there’s one in every town
just there to grind you down
I wish I would have seen you in the post office
well maybe I did and I missed it
too busy with the mind on clever lines
why not the rounders pitch or the canteen
you’re slacking love where have you been?
just have to go and wait until tonight
to give me the invite
don’t worry it’s alright
I wish I would have seen you down in the arcade
sippin’ on a lemonade
in the paper cup and chewin on a straw
and I wish I would have seen you in the bakery
but if I’d seen you in the bakery
you probably wouldn’t have seen me
i havent blogged in ages, now i am , this does not mean i will though.. WHATSOEVER. I discovered i dont like wording myself out anymore, i let the music i listen speak about what i think yet noone hears it except me while im doing so.. `fake giggle` its hard to get whats on ma mind. I think whats putting me down a lot lately is freedom, the fucking freedom. im quite much of a free soul yes i do whatthe fuckever i want but how come i’m not satisfied? It must be that i still respect others freedoms, yes you fuckers limit my freedom still. But its not only you so i’m not mad. no worries buddies. As we learn we limit ourselves. knowledge isnt a way to freedom itself as most people think actually.. I mean 2+2 could mean something else for me if they never thought me it was 4? and this i must ask aswell. what the fuck is 4? we limit ourselves with numbers years days (yes specially time ding dong) and is knowing `truth` makes it true? fuck philosophy aswell .. my intention is not to force anyone to think as i hate thinking myself.. its said we’ve grown in technology beyond imagination.. that isnt a good fucking thing sadly, we’ve locked ourselves inside stone boulders and we’re pretty much destroying everything we know to reach the unknown .. yet people get used. thats all living is about. GETTING USED. well gettin poked is annoying but one can learn how to live with it. loosing someone you love is sad but one can get used to it and bear with it. What about all these stuff they are forcing us to do? School? Work? our own limitations and we dont complain as it comes normal to us.. cuz we .. GOT USED to it!
get it away with it. i have to blend in or i will fall apart. nobody can live as they want so therefore nothing will be perfect as long as we learn more. or well i will one day learn how to appreciate this stuff. untill then
I wish i never started smoking, i wish i never got drunk,i wish i never got high,i wish never lied i wish never beat anyone, i wish never hurt anyone,i wish never cared, i wish never had feelings, i wish i never loved,i wish i never cared about what people thought what they said, i wish i was a rightous man, i wish i believed. I dont wish i never met you thought, but i wish it never changed me. i wish i never had to wish.
i once had all these, now my time is done, im noone, once i was the king
i wish i wished for something else than whiskey today
I wish life was all about clouds, like clouds were the only existance, i wish i was a fucking cloud, wondering around and around moving with the wind and theres no coming back, i could make love to other clouds and turn into storms, yeah well apart from this bullshit ive got so much to write but im not feeling like it for a long time now, too many funny or weird stuff , who cares. like anyone reads this shit.
Yes the concert i had ticket and couldnt go, anyways here are some videos of new songs played there and download link, they are pretty decent quality so enjoy.
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